You’re a cancer survivor – a bullet list

One day you feel a lump in your boob. Machines create images, doctors test a chunk. It’s cancer. People say you’re a survivor the moment you announce your diagnosis. You think, “huh? What’d I do?” Treatment begins in early May and concludes in late December. Start the new year clean, you think. Through it all... Continue Reading →

The Existential Job Search

I've been meaning for months now to write a post about how similar cancer and pregnancy are. Basically, your body isn't your own, people are amazingly supportive, there is a ton of literature and personal stories of friends and acquaintances to take place of statistics and the unknowable. I was going to be much more... Continue Reading →

Breast Cancer: The End.

It is done. What began with a lump almost one year ago is finally over. From the diagnosis Through six rounds of chemotherapy Surgery on my breast and lymphnodes and 30 doses of radiation, this blog has been a place for me to collect my thoughts, sort out how I felt about what was happening to... Continue Reading →

Radiation – End of Days

I haven't been very good about updating during radiation. The fact is, for the first three weeks, everything was gravy. I got up in the morning, got the kid off to school, read the paper, did the crossword, played games on my phone for a while, then drove the hospital, got zapped, drove home. NBD.... Continue Reading →

Radiation: The Dirty Dozen

I had my 13th radiation session today, but "dirty dozen" is much more clickable than "baker's dozen," don't you think? I met with Dr. Spiderman on Friday (the day after Thanksgiving) and he asked me, "So, how is radiation going? Is it better or worse than you thought it would be?" And I told him... Continue Reading →

Radiation: First impressions

I had my fifth dose of radiation today. For that, I win an x-ray! I mean a regular x-ray, not the kind that kills potential cancer cells. Apparently this happens every five treatments so they can make sure the positioning is still accurate, etc. Of all of my courses of treatment, radiation is the most... Continue Reading →

Breast cancer phase 3: Let’s get radiated!

Now that chemo and surgery are in the "done" pile, it's time for radiation. What's getting zapped? My right boob and the lymph nodes in my right armpit. The preparation for this has been sort of fascinating for a nerd like me. First, the radiation nurse educated me on what I can and cannot do... Continue Reading →

Cancer is full of SCIENCE…and Spiderman.

Now that chemo and surgery are in the "done" pile, it's time to move on to Phase 3 and plan for Phase 4 of this breast cancer "journey." That's so obnoxious, isn't it? A fucking "journey." A trip no one wants to take. It's actually more like being an exile or refugee or something. I've... Continue Reading →

Pathology, surprises, and what’s next

Since my last post I have calmed down a bit and also found out more information. The first thing I did was go to Dr. Supe's office and pick up my pathology report. After much Googling, consultation with my billions of breast cancer books, and knowledge I've sucked up over the past six months, I... Continue Reading →

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